Sloth.

i am a lazy, lazy person.

i have been thinking since i last posted, and i have come to a bit of a standstill. it seems to me that the best way to explain my current funk is that i am lazy. i just don't want to put the effort into building and maintaining a solid relationship with God. i make up these lame excuses about me not understanding God or me being confused with all these deep troubles, when really, i think i can attribute my lack of substance to my own extreme selfishness and laziness. that sucks, because now that i realize this, i can't simply say, oh i don't need to pray, i'm not feeling God, because that's the whole problem.

ooh, this has been confusing.

many apologies for the incoherency.

DAAAAAYYYYtona.